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    Book Thoughts: My Soul to Steal

    Title: My Soul to Steal (Soul Screamers #4)

    Author: Rachel Vincent

    Publisher: Harlequin TEEN

    Pages: 352

    Release date: December 21, 2010

    Find it: Goodreads, Amazon, Barnes & Noble

    Goodreads description:

    Trying to work things out with Nash—her maybe boyfriend—is hard enough for Kaylee Cavanaugh. She can’t just pretend nothing happened. But “complicated” doesn’t even begin to describe their relationship when his ex-girlfriend transfers to their school, determined to take Nash back.

    See, Sabine isn’t just an ordinary girl. She’s a mara, the living personification of a nightmare. She can read people’s fears—and craft them into nightmares while her victims sleep. Feeding from human fear is how she survives.

    And Sabine isn’t above scaring Kaylee and the entire school to death to get whatever—and whoever—she wants.

    My thoughts on My Soul to Steal are based on a re-read of this fourth full-length book in the series. I had a chance to read MStSteal the first time in November 2010, thanks to an early galley I received courtesy of NetGalley and Harlequin TEEN. My re-read is based on the finished eBook I purchased and I re-read it having read the five full-length books and three novellas in this series currently available.

    As I’d already reviewed this book for the blog, Goodreads and Amazon, I’ve chosen to post my thoughts on the re-read instead of re-reviewing it. But if I were to re-rate it, I would give My Soul to Steal five stars, as I did when I first read it.

    Re-reading My Soul to Steal was even more nerve-wracking than the first time. I knew what was coming, which made things so much more torturous. The knots that I had when I read it the first time were nothing like the ones that I had on this second read.

    I agonized over every anguish-filled moment that Kaylee had when Sabine entered the picture. And my heart ached for her with the knowledge of everything that was to happen. But having read If I Die, there was also a certain sadness that blanketed the events in My Soul to Steal. A sadness that wasn’t as deep on first read.

    It wasn’t until this book in the series where my hope for Kaylee and Nash’s relationship took a nosedive. On first read I blamed it all on Nash. Even though his addiction fueled his decisions, they were still ultimately his to make. He made bad choices and hurt Kaylee worse than anyone should be hurt. And while with both reads I never felt Kaylee should completely forgive him, I did feel, on second read, that he deserved to be with someone who could.

    When I first read MStSteal, I was so caught up in Kaylee’s pain that I thought that Tod and Emma weren’t being good friends. I thought they were traitorous to her for even thinking that Nash should be with Sabine. But on second read, I thought the opposite. Even Sabine’s words – the ones that weren’t just meant to get to Kaylee – made so much sense. As much as Nash messed up, he deserved a chance at happiness. And he deserved the chance to be able to forgive himself.

    Until this book, I’d always felt Kaylee was incredibly strong. In this installment, I felt that she was at her weakest. Because of what happened with Nash in My Soul to Keep and also because of the mara’s presence and influence in this book, her insecurities and fears were at an all-time high. Which made her the most sympathetic she’s been in this series so far in a book that is the most heartbreaking so far.

    For the re-read I attempted to take the time to keep track of all those details I was sure I missed on first read because I was rushing through it, riding that wave of tortured, anxiety-filled emotion that takes hold with each and every book that Rachel Vincent writes.

    And while I noticed a few things that I missed on that first read, I was caught up in the emotional roller coaster. Again. So, I may have missed a few, though I tried so hard not to.

    What I did notice is that there is definitely some foreshadowing about Tod’s feelings toward Kaylee. What those are exactly is still to be determined. But on more than one occasion he was fighting hard to hide some emotion in those swirly eyes of his.

    I was also able to look past some of Sabine’s behavior. What I hadn’t realized on first read was that some of that meanness may have been a direct result of the hellion’s influence. Just as some of Kaylee’s insecurities were. Sabine’s need to be forgiven by Emma and the fact that she did apologize to Kaylee were really what drove this home.

    While she may have been just as relentless in her pursuit of Nash, she may not have been as cruel as she had been when doing so. At least I hope not. Because, while on first read I didn’t have a single ounce of sympathy toward her, I did sympathize with her quite a bit this second time around.

    I was just as caught up in the mystery, chaos and utter mayhem when re-reading My Soul to Steal as I was when first discovering the story. I did re-read it in one sitting and was even more invested in the story’s outcome – as if it may have somehow changed from what I’d remembered – than I was the first time.

    And the re-read has made me even more desperate to get started on the next book in the series. While on first read I was utterly heartbroken, I still had a thread of hope, albeit a fragile one, for Kaylee and Nash. And I definitely needed some time to recover from My Soul to Steal.

    But now, although I’m still heartbroken for the pair, I don’t need any time to recover. And knowing what’s ahead in the next book, makes me that much more anxious to get started.


    As much of my connection with Rachel Vincent’s Soul Screamers series is an emotional one, I thought I’d compare the range of emotions the author put me through between the first read and the second.

    Emotions on first read: Shock. Anger. Angst. Heartache. Anger. Rage. Anger. Betrayal. Fear. Hopelessness. Nervousness. Some more anger. Anxiety. A little more rage. Hopefulness. Disgust. A lot more angst. Relief. A little more hope.

    Emotions on second read: Heartache. Sadness. A little despair. Anger. Disgust. Angst. Heartbreak. Sympathy. Understanding. Some more sadness. A touch more anger. A lot more angst. Just a little bit more anger. HOPE.


    And since I didn’t list a favorite passage in my review, I thought I’d share two of them here.

    “I don’t think there are words for what we are, Nash.” Yet I could think of at least one: broken.

    Nash and I were like the wreckage of two cars that had hit head-on. We were tangled up in each other so thoroughly that I could no longer tell which parts of us were him and which were me. We could probably never be truly untangled – not after what we’d been through together – but I had serious doubts we could ever really recapture what we’d had.

    “…It kills me to sit here knowing I no longer have the right to lean over this table and kiss you. I want to be the first person you call the next time something goes wrong. I want to know that you’re eventually going to be able to forgive me. And I’m not gonna do anything to jeopardize that possibility.” He took a deep breath and held my gaze. “But Sabine needs me…”


    Soul Screamers Reading Challenge Month Four

    Month four of the Soul Screamers Reading Challenge has officially begun! Which means that there’s only one month after this one remaining in the challenge and just over a month until the release of Before I Wake!

    And yes, you can still sign up. It’s not too late! Even if you only decide to read one Soul Screamers book for the challenge you are eligible to participate. All you have to do is click the link to the sign up post in the button above to get started.

    And if you want to create a participation post, you can add your link HERE for a chance to win a giftcard at the end of the challenge.

    If you’ve already signed up, then you’re all set to START OR CONTINUE READING… or RE-READING! But don’t forget to come back during the month to leave your links for any books read and reviewed or posted about during this month of the challenge.

    Even if you’ve been participating in the monthly challenges, don’t forget to sign up in the linky on the sign up post to be entered for the end of the challenge giveaway.

    If you’ve missed the chance to include your reviews for My Soul to TakeMy Soul to Save or My Soul to Keep in the Month One, Month Two or Month Three linky lists, not to worry. You can enter them this month or next month. As long as your reviews are posted from January 15 through June 14, 2012 you can link them up in any month’s linky during the challenge.

    Month One and Month Two Winners

    There are still a few unclaimed prizes for the winners of the Month One and Month Two challenges. I am extending the offer for one more month for a last chance for the prizes to be claimed or they will be added into final month’s giveaway. If you haven’t checked to see if you had won, CLICK HERE for Month One winners. CLICK HERE for Month Two winners.


    Month Four

    April 15 – May 14, 2012


    The goal for this fourth month of the challenge will be to read My Soul to Steal.

    Goodreads description:

    Trying to work things out with Nash—her maybe boyfriend—is hard enough for Kaylee Cavanaugh. She can’t just pretend nothing happened. But “complicated” doesn’t even begin to describe their relationship when his ex-girlfriend transfers to their school, determined to take Nash back.

    See, Sabine isn’t just an ordinary girl. She’s a mara, the living personification of a nightmare. She can read people’s fears—and craft them into nightmares while her victims sleep. Feeding from human fear is how she survives.

    And Sabine isn’t above scaring Kaylee and the entire school to death to get whatever—and whoever—she wants.


    If you didn’t make the month three deadline, there’s no reason to give up! If you’re doing a re-read, you can always skip a book and join in with this month’s read. Or if it is a first read, then just grab the next book and start reading. You do not have to catch up on all the books to be a challenge winner!

    Just remember, if you continue on with the challenge you will have more chances to win some of the signed books or the pre-order for Before I Wake at the end of the challenge. And next month’s giveaway is going to be the biggie!

    And if you are a winner who is located internationally and Before I Wake or any of the other “book of your choice” books are not available to ship from The Book Depository to your country, I will send the book by postal mail.

    What do you need to do this month?

    1. Start reading or keep reading!

    If you already started the challenge, then all you need to do is keep reading. Even if you read ahead in the previous months, hopefully you held off posting your reviews so you could post them this month for an extra entry into the Before I Wake giveaway at the end of the challenge.

    If you just joined in, or you are behind, not to worry. You can read and post your reviews for My Soul to TakeMy Soul to Save and/or My Soul to Keep this month or at any month during the challenge.

    And if it is a re-read for you and you want to skip last month’s read and start with either of the novellas – My Soul to Lose or Reaper – or with this month’s read – My Soul to Steal – then that’s okay too!

    You have all month to read and review this fourth book in the series to get that extra entry into the end-of-challenge giveaway.

    2. Post your review or thoughts!

    Whether you’ve decided to post a review, or just create a post with your thoughts about the book, you have until May 14th to do so to be entered into any of this month’s giveaways and to earn an entry into the end-of-challenge Before I Wake giveaway.

    3. Leave your link!

    Be sure to come back here and leave a link to your post – wherever that may be – Blog, Facebook, Goodreads, Tumblr, etc. If you don’t leave the link, you won’t be entered into the giveaway. LINK MUST BE LEFT IN THE LINKY LIST NOT THE COMMENTS.

    If you don’t have anywhere to post your thoughts or review, please leave a comment with a way to get in touch and if your review (or thoughts) are positive, I’ll post them as a guest post on my blog, Soul Screamers Reading Challenge.

    Reviews or thoughts posts must be from January 15 through May 14, 2012 ONLY.

    What are this month’s incentives?

    Two winners will receive either a Shadow Bound pre-order or a Rachel Vincent book of their choice ordered from Amazon or The Book Depository

    Two winners will receive a T-Shirt or Tank from Rachel Vincent’s Cafe Press store, Urban Quill

    One winner will receive a signed copy of My Soul to Steal

    One winner will receive a signed copy of If I Die


    In case you wanted to know….

    Extra Credit Reads

    You can post your reviews for any of the extra credit reads at any time during the challenge. Each extra credit read will give you an additional entry into the Before I Wake giveaway at the end of the challenge AND will give you an extra entry into that month’s giveaway.

    SO, if you want extra chances to win a specific prize, be sure to hold off on posting your reviews for the extra credit reads until the month of that giveaway prize!

    What if I don’t finish the book this month?

    That’s OKAY. You can post your review or thoughts next month. And you can leave more than one link during each month of the challenge.

    What if I’ve signed up, but never read any books during the months of this challenge?

    That’s OKAY. We all have things in life that sometimes take priority. You won’t be eligible for any of the giveaways without at least one review or thoughts post, but no one will judge you for signing up and not doing anything beyond that!

    The fact that you want to read the author’s amazing books is awesome! And whether you read them now, or in the future, you’ll be discovering a series that I think it is pretty amazing.

    What if I’ve already reviewed the book?

    If this is a re-read for you, you can simply create a post about this book talking about what you found different the second (or third, or fourth or…) time around. If you are a blogger, you can always link to your original review in that discussion post so that people can check out what you thought on first read.

    BUT, you cannot simply repost your original review to be eligible for the giveaway. AND you cannot leave a link to an old post. All posts must be created during the challenge.

    The first book I plan on reading for the challenge isn’t My Soul to Steal, is that okay?

    Absolutely! If you are starting this month’s challenge by reading any book other than My Soul to Steal, you can still post your reviews for that book – or any of the other Soul Screamers books – during this month’s challenge. It will give you an entry – or more depending upon how many reviews you post – into this month’s giveaway and will count as an entry toward the end-of-challenge Before I Wake pre-order giveaway.

    But, you only get an extra entry for posting your review for My Soul to Steal during this month of the challenge.

    How are this month’s giveaway prizes going to be decided?

    The giveaway winners’ names will be drawn on May 18th.

    For this month’s giveaway prizes, Random will be drawing numbers based on the linky number associated with your post.

    Each giveaway will be drawn separately.

    If you’ve won and you do not wish to receive that prize, the next number on the list that Random drew will be the winner.

    And guess what….

    Author Rachel Vincent will be conducting spoiler chats after each month’s read for that book only. So, at some point in the second half of May, there will be a My Soul to Steal spoiler chat! Check out her blog post HERE to learn more.

    If that weren’t enough, she mentions that after the release of Before I Wake, which comes out on June 26, 2012 in the U.S., there will be a discussion and spoiler chat for that book too! How AWESOME is that!?!


    Leave your links below for posts created from April 15 through May 14, 2012. This month the linky list will close ON May 14th to avoid confusion. So be sure to get your posts in on time to count for this month’s giveaway and for those extra entries.


    Let’s see those posts!


    Soul Screamers Solstice Giveaway

    I planned on having this post up last night, but due to the NetSol attack, I wasn’t able to finish creating it and getting it up in time before the epic fail.

    Even though it’s evening, it is the longest day of the year, so in celebration I am having a giveaway for a set of all four printed books in Rachel Vincent’s Soul Screamers series – My Soul to Take, My Soul to Save, My Soul to Keep and My Soul to Steal. And there will be two winners.

    If I Die will be coming out this fall and is an absolute must read in this series. So, for those who haven’t yet started the series, there is still plenty of time to do so before the next book comes out.

    Anyway, onto the giveaway…

    What’s up for grabs?

    One paperback copy each of the four Soul Screamers books by Rachel Vincent – My Soul to Take, My Soul to Save, My Soul to Keep and My Soul to Steal – sent directly from Amazon or The Book Depository.

    The Deets:

    * There will be TWO WINNERS.

    * Only one entry per person.

    * Must be 13 or older to enter.

    * Contest is International where allowed by law.

    * Giveaway ends Thursday, June 30th at 11:59 p.m.

    * Winners will be chosen by and announced on the blog on Friday, July 1.

    * Winners will have 48 hours after notification to respond.

    *Prizes will be sent directly from Amazon or The Book Depository.

    There is no requirement to follow, tweet or “like,” but following the blog is always appreciated.

    To enter, fill out the form below:

    Thank you to everyone who has entered the Soul Screamers Solstice Giveaway. The contest is now closed. I will be running the names through Random to choose the two winners and will be posting those winners here shortly.

    Stay tuned…

    And the winners are…

    Congratulations Natasha and Siobhan, you are the winners of the Soul Screamers giveaway! I will be contacting you by email and you will have 48 hours to send me your details or another winner or winners will be selected.

    Thank you everyone for entering my giveaway. The series is amazing as is the author and I hope you get a chance to read this or her other series!


    Review: My Soul to Steal (Book 4 in the Soul Screamers Series)

    My Soul to Steal by Rachel Vincent is the fourth full-length book in the Soul Screamers series. It will be released as a paperback on January 1, 2011 in stores and online at Amazon, Barnes & Noble, Borders and Books-A-Million.

    Description from the author’s website:


    Trying to work things out with Nash—her maybe boyfriend—is hard enough for Kaylee Cavanaugh. She can’t just pretend nothing happened. But “complicated” doesn’t even begin to describe their relationship when his ex-girlfriend transfers to their school, determined to take Nash back.

    See, Sabine isn’t just an ordinary girl. She’s a mara, the living personification of a nightmare. She can read people’s fears—and craft them into nightmares while her victims sleep. Feeding from human fear is how she survives.

    And Sabine isn’t above scaring Kaylee and the entire school to death to get whatever—and whoever—she wants.


    My Soul to Steal continues just weeks after Kaylee Cavanaugh learned that her boyfriend and fellow bean sidhe Nash had become addicted to Demon’s Breath, had traded his memories with Kaylee for the “drug,” and had allowed Avari, a Netherworld demon, to possess her.

    Still reeling from Nash’s betrayal, attempting to pick up the pieces of her shattered trust and trying to come to terms with all that has happened to her, Kaylee has enough to contend with.

    Although Nash is slowly beginning to recover from his addiction and hoping to regain her trust and her love, Kaylee has yet to make up her mind. Were his actions beyond forgiveness? His brother, the reaper, Tod seems to think so. Kaylee is still uncertain.

    But will the appearance of Nash’s first love, Sabine, who is hell-bent on getting Nash back for herself, force Kaylee to decide quickly or risk losing him? Sabine has confidence where Kaylee does not. And while Nash no longer has his memory of his first kiss with Kaylee, he has all of his memories of Sabine.

    Add to this the fact that Sabine is a mara, a being that can get inside dreams and turn fears into nightmares, and Kaylee has a rival who will stop at nothing to win.

    But Sabine isn’t the only thing that Kaylee has to worry about. Teachers at her school keep dying, and if their deaths aren’t Sabine’s doing, then whose?

    Rachel Vincent’s Souls Screamers series is highly addictive. Her characters are both tormented and tormenting. And, Kaylee’s relationship with Nash throughout will leave readers infuriated, frustrated and heart-broken, in a good way. The author’s sarcasm and wit, especially in the interactions between Tod and Kaylee, add yet another layer to this series that is already multifaceted.

    The series moves fluidly from one book to the next. Where one story ends the other begins with hardly a pause, making it nearly impossible for the reader to stop until they’ve devoured all four-and-a-half books.

    My Soul to Steal is a quick read, but one that will keep the reader twisted in knots from beginning to end as Kaylee fights for Nash, for Emma, and for her soul.

    The next book in the series, If I Die, comes out in the fall of 2011.

    Reviewer gives this book: [rating=5]

    Thank you Harlequin TEEN and NetGalley for the review copy.

    Book trailer for My Soul to Keep – the previous book in the series:



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