Quickie Review: My Soul to Lose

Jun 14

My Soul to Lose was released in the U.S. on July 1, 2009 in eBook format only. It is currently available to order online in eBook format at Amazon and Barnes & Noble.

Published by Harlequin TEEN, the novella is 63 pages.

My Soul to Lose is a prequel novella in the Soul Screamers series by author Rachel Vincent.

My Soul to Lose is also available as part of the Soul Screamers Volume One omnibus edition in print and eBook formats at Amazon and Barnes & Noble.

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Goodreads description:

It was supposed to be a fun day, shopping at the mall with her best friend. Then the panic attack started and Kaylee Cavanaugh finds herself screaming, unable to stop. Her secret fears are exposed and it’s the worst day of her life.

Until she wakes up in the psychiatric unit.

She tries to convince everyone she’s fine–despite the shadows she sees forming around another patient and the urge to scream which comes burbling up again and again. Everyone thinks she’s crazy. Everyone except Lydia, that is. Another patient with some special abilities….

“An eBook exclusive prequel to Rachel Vincent’s SOUL SCREAMERS series.”

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My Soul to Lose is a novella set in the world of author Rachel Vincent’s Soul Screamers series prior to the events that take place in the first full-length book in the series, My Soul to Take.

Told from the perspective of the main character in the series, Kaylee Cavanaugh, it gives readers a short glimpse into her life prior to her discovery of who and what she is. In this story both readers and Kaylee are unaware of just what is wrong with her and why she has debilitating “panic attacks” that cause her to scream uncontrollably, to see things that shouldn’t be there, and that leave her hoarse, terrified and questioning her sanity.

And while the novella creates more questions than provides answers, it does introduce readers to Kaylee and gives them a look at a heroine who is in many ways a normal, frightened teenage girl who just wishes none of this was happening to her, but who is also strong and selfless and who manages to retain her sarcasm and sense of humor through it all.

My Soul to Lose is an exciting and immensely entertaining introduction to this series. It develops the main character and teases the world enough for readers to want to know more. It gives readers a feel for the author’s writing style and gives them a peek at several characters who will make an appearance in later books in the series.

Whether the novella is read prior to having read any or all of the full-length books in the series or not, it will be captivating and intriguing, humorous and heartbreaking, a little bit shocking and most definitely eye-opening.

While My Soul to Lose can be read at any point during the series, reading it prior to the first book offers a very different experience for readers than reading it at any point thereafter. But for new readers and fans of the series alike, this novella is an absolute must read.

Reviewer gives this book…

On a personal note:

I absolutely loved this story. And while I didn’t read it prior to having read My Soul to Take, I was just as riveted as I would have been not knowing what was happening to Kaylee.

I loved getting the chance to get to know her before she met Nash and before the rest of her world turned upside down. And I loved getting a peek at a few of the characters that would play more of a role in later books in the series.

There were parts to this novella, when Kaylee was locked up, that were absolutely heartbreaking. But I loved seeing her fighting spirit and getting to witness her witty and sarcastic banter, which kept this story from being too grim.

And having read it after reading My Soul to Take, I loved that I was able to notice things that I wouldn’t have known meant anything if I’d have read it first.

I am so glad that there was a novella written about this particular time in Kaylee’s life, as what happened in this story was pivotal. And getting to see it through Kaylee’s eyes rather than just hearing about it made it feel that much more important to the story and made it that much easier to see Kaylee as a sympathetic character and not just a tough one.

I thought it was the perfect length to give me the chance to get pulled into the story, to keep me hooked, to make me surprised when I reached that last page and to leave me wanting more.

And without a doubt I definitely want more.

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Even in this short novella, there are passages that I consider favorites. As there are quite a few funny and sarcastic passages I adore, I decided to choose the beautifully written one that left its mark instead.

My dreams were a jumble of violent chaos. Thrashing limbs. Bruising grips. Churning shadows. And through it all was that never-ending screech, now a hoarse echo of its former strength, but no less painful.

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4 comments

  1. When I first read this series last year, I actually started with this novella. I can remember freaking out with Kaylee about what was happening to her. It was insane and so, so scary – I felt like I was locked up with her, if that makes any sense.
    The second time reading it, I was mainly just mad at Kaylee’s aunt and uncle. *grrr*
    I love this novella! It’s so important for the whole series as well. It also has one of my favorite minor characters! :)

  2. I started the series with the first omnibus volume, so My Soul To Lose was the first story I read. However, I already knew Kaylee was a banshee because of various discussions on the internet that had spoilered me. Still, her terror was so immediate and graspable! I felt terrible for her, having to go through all this without knowing what (if anything) was wrong with her. And when I then read on in the omnibus and found out that her uncle knew all along, I was so mad at him for letting this go on for such a long time!
    But what scared me the most is the fact that it’s such a realistic story. There really are teenagers locked up in such wards with no way to get out, and maybe without sufficient reason to be in there in the first place…

  3. All I can remember about this one is that it once was my least favorite… I can’t remember what I thought about it the first time around… and T_T I’m too late now to reread it for the challenge but maybe I’ll do a SSNovella read marathon next weekend :P at least… NTS and this one hehehe since they’re the ones I have…
    I’ll wait till the GORGEOUSNESS of the SSVol.2 book comes out to reread Reaper once again!

    #1stalker >.<
    ps. I broke a rule of mine yesterday and commented on Bloggers Corner… :/

  4. I listened to this on audio and absolutely loved it! Definitely convinced me to read the rest of the series. :)

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